October 1 2020
September 30 2020
This is a letter I just sent a friend.
September 29 2020
September 23 2020
Deep prayer underway. This time of insane uprootedness for me is challenging me even beyond the fire trauma. Which is hard to fathom.
I so desire to get back to my research and writing and website. These are the most profound of times with humanity under attack to level of DNA manipulation. PEOPLE wake up please! It is so lonely and frustrating, for so FEW are looking at what is really going on.
Please STOP getting your information from the lying cabal. And yes, it does include MSM, main stream media, the mouthpiece for the powers that be, that seek to manipulate and dumb down humanity.
PLEASE I beg you. Walk away from the FEAR VIRUS before it fully takes you over. We must be strong and question and think and research. Our very lives and quality of our futures are at stake here.
I have heard stories of 5G boxes appearing on street lights in neighborhoods – with no community awareness of how and when they were installed.
I call on my ANGELS AND HIGH SELF to PLEASE bring me in right relation with a quality ideal home and truth seeking relationships where we can live out our greatest contribution to Earth and Humanity at this time.
Please Filter everything coming to me through divine discernment so love, truth and freedom filled frequencies fill my day. Ashe!
I trust I came into this life to heal deeply and be ready for these times. I have done the inner healing. Now I am ready to give back and help. For God knows we need help at this time.
My patience is growing thin and and I am ready to receive my life design now that is for the highest good of all.
And so it is. So be it.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
July 24 2020 – Corona Testing
A post I made to social media today. Feeling a bit frustrated. Well hugely so actaually.
I really don’t get it. Who in their right mind would allow a lying corporate government to stick a swab up your nostrils that deep! Please people start doing some critical thinking and research. Just say no for God’s sake. If you can’t say NO to this, what are you going to do when the poison vaccine comes knocking.
Prepare Yourself for What is Coming
July 23 2020
Credit for these photos from the above Max Igan video
Social media marked this as false, claiming a separation from brain with bone
We are researching further
Our page on Corona Testing has more information
July 21 2020
I started a new page on my website under Heart Centered Perspectives
World Values Desired
I’d like to build on it more
This is just a beginning
While on one level having the courage to look at the evil in the world
At same time, may WE vision a better world for ourselves and seven generations out
And instill those images into the morphic field*
Desired World Values
Stewardship of the Earth
Simple Kind Honest
Shema Facebook Album “Transforming Through Pandemic”
* A morphic field was an energy-like field that defined the entire biology of all living beings. The idea was first put forth by a scientist named Sheldrake in the 20th century. It provided a force that guided the development of an organism as it grew, making it take on a form similar to other species.
July 17 2020
This page in our Research Resources Page I find useful to add to this section
July 9 2020
I felt this especially intense in the first 3 months,
now my perspective is broadening,
the learnings are incredible
and I’m finding ways to stay empowered
there is a mass awakening happening
we are starting to find each other in larger numbers
and most importantly
we are getting the information designed
in better formats to present
and I’m finding ways to stay sovereign
at least in my mind
and that helps a lot
and thanks to David Icke
I remember often the truth
I AM INFINITE CONSCIOUSNESS
EXPRESSING IN THIS FINITE DIMENSION
And my conscious is clear for answering the future question
what was I doing during the 2020 and beyond time of great change?
knowing I am showing up 100%
and I have my point of focus for contribution
Our current count
70 Active Links on related topics, and 39 Draft Pages under development
This webpage has links to Pages Created to Support This Material.
Organized with Intent To Help Your Own Research and Education.
Encouraging people to think for themselves,
and not just rely on MSM, main stream media.
(Note: If Link not active – just means page is not yet launched)
As the research deepens, we’re getting more detailed with specific topic pages,
so If someone wants to better understand corona testing, or mask wearing, etc.
there will be pages specific to each… with lots of references
so people can do their own study and come to their own conclusions.
Understand that there is massive censorship underway,
so if you come upon a video link that is no longer active, that is why.
One option is to go to Bitchute.com
and look for video title and see if it is uploaded there.
July 3 2020
I read a main stream article. Just to see what regular America is thinking about it all. It is so discouraging to me. Just as the author is so discouraged for a whole host of other reasons.
The divide continues. As I see it. A group who sees the virus as real and a group who sees it as a hoax, and a surface symptom of something so much bigger. Here is one definition of hoax. A hoax is a falsehood deliberately fabricated to masquerade as the truth.
You must know by now, if you’ve been reading these diaries, that I am in the hoax camp. I share this article now, as a reminder to me, to start to review it. Looking for where there might be common ground. Looking for signs for why the conversation stays so superficial.
It’s common knowledge to many, that the ‘powers that be’ rule by divide and conquer. Keep the factions warring amongst themselves, so they are adequately distracted to the grander scheme to control and enslave the masses. They do it so well and people fall in line so easily.
There must be a way to break this spell on humanity.
July 2 2020 – Wisdom from Steve Jobs
My attention is shifting a bit. Fatigue from all the corona researching and video studies. I’m seriously considering publishing the Covid Diaries, and frankly it is scary. To make myself vulnerable to the cruelties and stress of public commentary. Am I strong enough for this? And would I do it, if I did not need a new source of income?
Jobs speaks about life not making sense until after the fact. After the journey. When you reflect back. Then the dots start connecting. In the meantime, you have to trust yourself, that your small steps are leading somewhere important for your own individual soul destiny.
One of the biggest reasons most of us don’t set out to achieve a huge goal is that we think we first need to develop a comprehensively detailed grand plan, one where every step is charted, every milestone identified—where success is pre-ordained.
But because we don’t have that kind of plan—because creating that kind of plan is basically impossible—we hesitate. We need to see an end before we see a beginning.
Article by Jeff Haden
July 1 2020
This is my response, as part of a dialogue with a friend, as she expressed concerns of America leaning towards communism, as the control measures come in stronger.
Yes, we are aligned in our thoughts.
And exactly why we need to stay in the game, and keep educating and stay strong, and build our visions for a life beyond this mass control. We need to be for something, and not just against all the evil. That will build the FIELD for new earth.
At this point I highly doubt our votes will determine the president. I saw some research about how presidents are chosen and groomed decades in advance. From Carter Bushes Clinton Obama. Trump seems a wild card in some ways, though also surrounded by the Deep State. Biden, in my opinion, is the most ridiculous candidate the Dems could choose.
World leaders apparently are groomed decades in advance, to be the puppets for those behind the scenes, that seek to control.
Perhaps our job is to take down the curtain.
I refuse to believe I came into this life to fall to communism. I don’t believe you did either. My prayer, that we remember the bigger reasons our souls came to this life. And rise to that.
Know ourselves. Know we are truly part of Infinite Consciousness. and we got this!
Let’s stay in the game, but not play it. Rise above it.
Ultimately, many of us have already decided we will not allow ourselves to be vaccinated. It’s our line in the sand. No vaccine, No micro chip. And we will pay whatever price to say no.
So God knows that. And we are not alone. It may look darkest before the dawn.
Perhaps it is just our birth pangs. And as in labor, the mid wife says Breathe and Push! A mother giving birth needs to stay engaged, even when the pain feels unbearable.
And the reward, a beautiful new life.
These are our birthing pangs.
With love and continuous blessings for our awakening,
Or perhaps just our REMEMBERING.
June 30 2020
and her comment along with the link was
This will be a great resource for Heart Plan
The Invisible Rainbow, by Arthur Firstenberg.
And just to keep things interesting – saw this today
“We have come so far We are hear to guide to the freedom of humanity To evolve as a new race a new entity. We are you from a different timeline Soon Time will change as We know it. Change will come Time to Evolve for humanity Time to RISE for Humanity. We will longer be silent We are Hear to guide
We Hear you We Love you. Soon Love and Light will enter All humanity All plants All animals All is One. We have been here for decades of times as you know ~ We will make you RISE and Become even Stronger as One Race One humanity. Our ships are to enter very soon. We are waiting for the Last HAPPENING to take place so you finally can become Free.
Free of all slavery Free of all negative timelines and dimensional planes taking place. We are Hear to support you.~ you are to B patience for the Last sign to Appear. You Will know When Time is Right. You Will know when to react ~ We Will tell you by guiding you to wisdom you have never known. Our ships are Hear We are Hear
We are waiting for the last call to happen. The HAPPENING WILL B Big . You will know when to react. We Love you. Thank you for sharing our message to humanity We are grateful We Love you. Soon the Children of Light will appear and save your planet as you know it. We Love you.”
– Transmissions received by Jensen Heino. Passing Forward with Love and Gratitude.
love the transmission from Jensen Heino (see June 29 post)
We both were not wearing masks. No one else in the mat.
I rested in an island of sanity
June 17 2020 – We Are Being Played
Let us not lose sight that we are all being played.
They always have an agenda.
Let us not be pawns on their chessboard.
Lots to consider
Richie From Boston had a short video today
Hit right to the core point
or at least a super important one
No doubt this is a very complex topic
But we need to know when we are being played!
I watch his Video
Black Lives Matter – They Won’t Win – Leadership bought & paid for
We who are genuine in our support for Black Lives Matter,
we need to know, we are all being played!
The Cabal wants civil war.
Black Lives Matter Is a movement bought and paid for by the Cabal
Soros, Gates, Obama, Southern Poverty Law Center Foundation
They use their Assets to start rioting, like Seattle, WA etc
The Cabal will keep pushing for Civil War.
Those that are rolling out the Covid scam, are the same behind Black Lives Matter.
We need to not fall for it all.
Call them on it!
June 16 2020 – We Make This Declaration Now
June 15 2020 – Releashing Trauma During Lockdown
Thank you to Marian Mills for the following supportive words and guided meditation.
“We need to be releasing the traumas from our bodies so we can respond from a more integrated place that is connected to our divine self. ” Catherine Watts posted this sentence which chimes perfectly with what I’ve been exploring. And just a few days ago I recorded this guided meditation to connect to your groundedness in form and then into your Divine Self.
We can all be helpful in a wide variety of ways, and holding this frequency may well help in ways that you cannot see or know.
Following this guided meditation will take you into a physically grounded connection with your body followed by communion with your Divinity where you can receive the healing light and connect with your true essential nature which is love and peace.” Marian Mills
June 14 2020 – Keeping Our Frequency High is the Best Protection
A friend asked today about Heart Plan Vision. Affirming that it was about the love vibration. And I found myself replying this way.
Yes, when I think of the Projects within Heart Plan – and the book – 111 Radical Projects for Transformation – the core criteria is first off, that they be heart centered (and good link up between mind and heart).
And as I think of that, to be heart centered and not just spiritual by-pass – it also means we are great shadow warriors. We courageously embrace our shadows too. And with 5D and love – I got reminded today by Alfred L Webre – that the reptilian types apparently can’t reach 5D – so we are safe from them there.
I’ve heard that a few times now.
So it makes sense even in this plane. If we keep our frequency high, that is a protection in itself. While at same time, we are fully conscious and tracking what the shadow elite are doing. Kind of like the Heart Plan shadow warrior ability.
So this gets challenging, to not go into fear, when thinking of the 5G satellites being launched. Today I felt really positive that we could actually STOP the 5G satellites.
Interviews I listened to today were talking about FEAR is the only weapon they have against us. So even if we die in this fight, remembering we are Infinite Consciousness, and God particle – is of primary importance.
I have images of one past life, when I died with thoughts I was betrayed by God. I know now, it’s important not to feel that. To always keep the LOVE primary. And trust in a bigger plan, and not question God. Said another way, having so much love for self, and High Self, and trusting High Self, and even if it is not perfect, to always be forgiving. and love love love.
Knowing we have always tried our best, and God is all forgiving – and it is us who is all forgiving – then we can live and die happy. At peace within. Always doing our best, and trusting. Even if we don’t know the biggest picture, we can be happy.
We always do our best, and when we fall short, we are all forgiving.
So always, it is a win win win.
June 13 2020 – What Good Can Come From the Quarantine?
Here’s an article that makes some interesting points.
Quarantine Has Changed Us – And It’s Not All Bad
Here are 8 new habits people want to keep post-lockdown.
by Sigal Samuel June 9 2020
Slowing Down and Putting Less Pressure on Ourselves
Prioritizing Family and Friends
Ethical Action and Activism in Our Highly Interconnected World
Baking, Vegetarian Cooking, Growing Herbs
Spending More Time In Nature
Working from Home, If Possible
This could be a productive and insightful exercise, to journal about how you have changed in these areas, while in lockdown.
Have your values changed any?
Do you see life differently now?
June 12 2020 – Race Riots and White Privilege
“There’s a lovely word in Swahili: nishauri. It means ‘advise me.’ When someone was mad at you, they would come to your house and sit down and talk and say, ‘This is very disrespectful and I think we should consult each other on how to move forward. Let’s make peace here and come to a conclusion that is beautiful.’”
From book The Girl Who Smiled Beads: A Story of War and What Comes After
By Clemantine Wamariya, Elizabeth Weil
Feeling an imperative to write about white privilege.
First the race riots erupted,
after the control mechanisms of the contrived corona lock-down started to unravel.
Then all the typical responses started to unfold.
It’s become almost like a recipe now.
Initially, the murder of a black person occurs, by police, filmed on people’s phones.
Yes, while people just stand by and watch.
That is weird just in itself.
When did we become a nation of voyeurism?
When did we stop active interventions concerning atrocities?
Then, as the videos go viral, public outrage erupts.
The protests begin.
People coming out in the streets,
Expressing their full range of emotions.
And demanding reform.
Passionate, non-violent protests.
Now this is when the controllers bring in their hired protestor agitators.
Turning the protests violent.
Next come the versions of martial law, and the military come in.
All the while, many versions of commentaries start hitting media outlets.
And the empathy, real or contrived, begins.
This round of riots, initiated by the murder of George Floyd,
have empathy versions of
police standing down
and black lives matter signs all over the globe.
But we are so frayed as a nation now
Do we even trust any of this as authentic?
What is really going to bring about core change?
And here is my favorite crazy making piece of the recipe,
called The Race Riot Formula.
The theories and speculations!
Oh, and they are good.
Now everyone gets to question themselves and the event.
And nothing feels real.
It’s the speculation
That the murder, or the terrorist attack,
Whatever the current trauma is
Well, goes the theory, it is actually a psy-op
Meaning – a controlled and planned psychological operation
By the powers that be, the grand controllers of humanity
Often the claims are the event did not even happen
That actors were paid to create the whole event.
Or at least some version of paid actors and the general public playing along
Look for something, usually on the political front,
that the globalists do not want us to notice.
Masters at distraction that they are.
And there are usually a wealth of choices to consider,
as what the current distraction may be.
Hiding some politicians corruption getting exposed.
Or a pedophilia ring bringing brought down.
Maybe even a war they are itching to start,
So to gain greater global domination.
The choices for distraction are varied.
Now, what initially got me to start writing this piece
Is the following info graphic message
Posted on social media by a white woman,
and yes, I am a white woman also.
What follows are highlights of exchanges that happened in response
to the sentiments in the message.
The wording in the info graphic
that awakened a wealth of discomfort within me …
goes like this
The ability to suffer life’s universal indignities without blaming another ethnic group
Wow, nothing like a phrase to reveal what feelings I have still not processed well.
So I quickly responded
This is so wrong! Do you really believe this?
A belief like this seems to also imply we do not owe Native Americans amends either?
What do you think?
Here is a summary of the response I received.
“I’m not interested in having an argument about beliefs in its meaning.
I do not advocate for anyone’s privilege over any other’s.
We all suffer indignities in life.
No one gets through life without some sorrow, disappointment and set backs.
I do like that it implies a person can suffer indignities without blaming other groups.
With the exception of subjugator’s of the ‘evil establishment’ that enslaves humanity.”
And then a white man responded.
“What the hell is that supposed to mean?
White privilege is real.
And you obviously don’t understand what it means.
You should read “White Fragility” by Dr. Robin Diangelo.
If you had read it you would never have posted this bullshit.
I am furious right now.
A lot of people don’t get what white privilege is, and understanding is key to fighting racism. White privilege is embedded in the system. Until it’s recognized for what it is a non racist system cannot be created.
Part of it is that I’ve never had to think of myself as a “white” man until just recently.
I’ve always just thought of myself as a man. As if my race didn’t exist. That makes being white the norm and anything else is other. A black man can’t do that. And our entire white supremacist culture is built to reinforce that feeling. It’s inculcated into us. As long as we’re unaware of that fact we cannot make real progress on the subject of race. Please check out that book.”
This info graphic has deepened my pain body, on why I don’t talk to other white people about white privilege. Because the defensiveness and frankly, arrogance, is so deep.
The only good side to this graphic, is it shows how much healing is still needed.
What this nation needs is
and less defensiveness
and less talking
to walk in another’s shoes
for just a day
and more ho’oponpono
Please forgive me
I love you
Black Lives Matters Perspectives
This is a page, within Heart Plan Vision, with many reflections on the race condition and explorations on how to evolve beyond it.
June 11 2020 – White Hats and Secrecy
Just listened to a short interview with George Nasif (White Hat) and Sacha Stone.
Shared by a friend.
Here is my inquiry after watching the interview.
The topic they are discussing, this is the rabbit hole I need more understanding on. Would love you to send me anything you come across that addresses these questions.
We are in war, so secrecy and rouge operations are permissible? But I’m being asked to trust White Hats, and not question, and accept secrecy.
My inner conflict is that … In my day to day life I live by “we are as sick as our secrets”. So all the secrecy really bothers me.
I believe that our actions today lay the foundations for our lives tomorrow.
I woke up this morning with this thought
No More Complicity
Much More Honesty
Full on Integrity
George says there have been 28,000 arrests and convictions. If this is true, then we should be shown proof of this. Why would information like that be withheld from the global people? For years now, our peers have just been accepting this at face value. Myself included.
I am so frayed now. TRUST from anyone is going to have to be earned from here on out.
So I trust you understand my questioning is in good spirit – wanting to drill down, for getting sucked back into the dream is something they seek to tempt us with every day. They seem all consumed with keeping us dumbed down and numb.
Sacha … “We Must Awaken Within The Dream and We Must Do It Now – that is the definition of spiritual awakening – it is a beautiful thing.”
and from George M. Nash
Show Me The Light
Show Me Direction
I Need Guidance
Holy Spirit Guides Us
It is up to us walk in that Spirit and Light
And Love One Another”
So interesting to wonder.
Love One Another
We are ALL God’s children
We are at War
These are dualities
I find challenging and perplexing.
Appreciating these explorations with you.
June 8 2020 – A Researcher Weighs in on the Fear Factor with Covid (anonymous source)
“I am a researcher. I have my degree in medical sciences and did a 3 year specialization in immunology, so this whole covid19 ‘pandemic’ is right down my street.
I’ve noticed so much fear, especially in this community that I want to point out a few facts that the media will not tell you.
There is no evidence that covid19 is airborne, in fact, the WHO studies have shown that it is not even considered transmissible through droplets on a technical scale as the transmission was so low.
Cloth masks are dangerous and do NOT protect you at all. Cotton, micro fibre and any other non surgical face mask is actually dangerous to wear. Not only does it significantly reduce your oxygen supply, but you also inhale the carbon monoxide that your body naturally exhales as it is toxic. This then makes it go straight back down to your lungs, reduces the speed of your red blood cells carrying the oxygen around your body, causing hypoxia.
Asymptomatic contagion (where you can have the virus without knowing it and pass it on) is SO RARE that the WHO have now had to retract their statement where they said was ‘extremely likely’…. this is what caused the world to go into lockdown. The idea of having the virus without knowing it.
There has not been one single case of evidence where a child carrying covid19 has passed it onto an adult. Children are NOT deemed a risk for catching this at all. (Study backed by The Lancet, the British Medical Association and the Royal Academy of Paediatrics.)
Gloves are pointless, the second you put them on and touch something, the logic has gone out the window as they’re technically now contaminated. You are better off just regularly washing your hands with antiviral soap – anti bacterial doesn’t kill a virus.
The rate of death from covid19 is NOT what the media have made it out to be. The UK advised by HSE and CDC actually downstaged the virus 3 days BEFORE lockdown.
The office for national statistics have already said that approximately 70% of deaths listed as covid, were not tested for a positive result, but assumed. As well as tens of thousands of the positive results were counted twice!
I’m not saying that it isn’t a horrible virus, I’m not saying don’t be cautious… I’m just saying please don’t live in fear. Please don’t worry because a shop hasn’t got hand sanitizer in, or someone walked within 8 foot of you. The media are great at manipulating to enhance fear and their stories.
I’ll attach some links for you.
Just to remind people that in the UK they downstaged Covid19, then put us all on lockdown 4 days later
This has nothing to do with ‘keeping people safe’.”
Over 3 times the risk of contracting influenza like illness if cloth mask is used
versus no mask at all
Tens of Thousands of Coronavirus Tests Have Been Double-Counted, Officials Admit
Two samples taken from the same patient are being recorded as two separate tests in the Government’s official figures
June 7 2020 – A Writing Contest – Shifting to Plan B
A friend online is running a contest.
This is the topic –
“If you have a goal to control the population using a plandemic and it fails, you have to shift to plan B. What could it be?
Well you might just go for civil war directly, then use the violence as a reason to declare martial law which is what you wanted in the first place.
One slight problem you have is connecting the dots between a virus and a war. How do you create a believable transition?”
Here is my entry.
Well it turns out this that I just wrote did not meet the criteria of the contest. Here is the commentary I received. “This is a fabulous piece, totally brilliant but the contest was to write a media piece for the public that shifts the narrative convincingly from Virus to War. To see how good you are at writing copy that the mindless slaves will buy. Get the idea? It could just be a few sentences.”
So here is my second take. Take two!
June 3 2020 – Lessons From High Self
In conversation with a friend. She comments: “I feel I’ve shared so many things that people are waking up in spite of me. So, I share with you for your remarkable platform. And it is awesome. Wish you could get ads and start your own communication serving the Great Awakening or whatever your brilliant title could be. If you had enough followers, it could happen!”
And I responded. I’ve been praying about how best to bring the info forward. And I’ve been hearing within to trust, that there is a timing to it all. So I just keep adding to the material. I’m connecting more dots now. and tracking the legal cases and various responses.
I seem to be shifting a bit more to actually what we can do. Once people have the big picture, how do we proceed? Maybe that is why it’s a timing issue. Got to be able to offer to people what to do, and not just overwhelm with horrible news. Otherwise, their heads may go back in the sand.
I really resonate with your sharing about going within more. I’m doing the same. I’ve been having remarkable conversations with High Self on my nature walks lately. In fact I’ve been getting LESSONS from within! They are coming in 5 day teaching spells. Building foundationally and then a new lesson is introduced. I’m on Phase 3 now.
First 5 days were about – don’t look outside myself to be rescued.
2nd 5 days was about – Source is where all supply comes from – so they taught me more about that.
And being they know how anxious I am about needing to downsize and money worries …
This 3rd 5 days they are calling “This is How Rent is Really Paid”. And I’m getting very deep teachings on RECEIVING. Receiving from Source. Today at the lake was deep with this theme, and the afternoon became magical!
May 29 2020
I just tagged 8 friends on social media, as I made the following post.
8 is a huge number for me. Considering just a few months ago, I was feeling pretty alone in all this.
A few new covid research pages added to my collection – up to 49 page topics so far.
Today’s additions – focus on the bigger picture of what is being planned as they successfully normalize masks and social distancing,
and next hire people to be NWO employees with contact tracing (their solution to massive unemployment – good lord!),
along with the Phone App to trace us also, and who will be downloading the app? Not me for damn sure, and I will simply stop carrying my phone with me!
More things to further TURN US AGAINST EACH OTHER, AND FEAR EACH OTHER MORE.
Where is all this going? And what is our response? Time to figure that out.
This page lists all 49 page topics, including links to each page
And my Original Page – started back in March
When I was just making a few notes on various issues arising during the lockdown – I’ve continued to add info to this page
May 28 2020
Now tell me why an article like this would be censored?
“Survey finds that Americans are growing increasingly distrustful toward “warp speed” coronavirus vaccine development”
It’s posted online Thursday, May 28, 2020 by: Lance D Johnson – if you want to do your own search.
I found the article on Natural News website. They don’t even have a Facebook icon anymore. Guess Facebook has banned them completely.
Welcome to NWO 2020 – that is New World Order 2020.
May 27 2020
David Icke “asks, and has been asking, HOW LONG ARE WE GOING TO SIT THERE AND JUST BE A SPECTATOR TO THE DESTRUCTION OF HUMAN SOCIETY? Because that is what we are witnessing. And it is time to part our asses from our sofas, and declare “we are not having this anymore, and calling out those who have been behind it, and most certainly not allow the punchline of this to be a vaccination of grotesque nature, that has been planned all along.”
May 26 2020 – Vision 2030 The Freedom Movement
I came up with a vision today. I saw a video on UNNWO United Nations New World Order and reminder of Agenda 2030. I’ve been hearing about it. But have yet to seen a document that spells it out. Heart Plan Vision wants to prepare a grass roots response to Agenda 2030. We’re calling it
Vision 2030 The Freedom Movement, for the People and By the People. We have everything we need to mobilize a global movement. So, Red Pill scholars of Agenda 21 and Agenda 2030 – get the information out as to contents of the Plans. And We the People need to get really smart, and organized, and educated, linked up and courageous …. ASAP.
The time is ripe to get to work on the world we are going to claim back for ourselves. Sure we can continue with getting clearer on what we don’t want, and the evil going on. But what are we going to replace it with. And does the vision have structural integrity.
Much to do.
Put the pressure on Hollywood to come clean, and start doing empowering films for our New Earth and taking down the cabal.
And much less of the New World Order horror plans for us.
We need to make a strong case for our Bill of Rights and Constitutional Rights.
Hold tribunals for Crimes Against Humanity.
Support our military, police and sheriffs to Stand Down – Dr Rashad is working on getting education out to them,
so they see they are breaking the law in their tyranny against us.
And we need a massive medical professional movement to totally blow the lid off the virus.
While citizens will also need to demand a focus on building up our immune systems,
and dealing with poverty that compromise the health too.
We need to fight for our small businesses to stay alive and vibrant.
And those good at meditation, intention experiments, and love and light ascension –
time to really amp up the frequencies and call in Angelic help.
We need to let them know the world we are claiming back for humanity.
Time to call in help and assistance – in an intentional way.
Each and every time.
This is a time of great acceleration and change.
It is fluid and flowing – best to re-calibrate daily to adjust to new frequencies.
Just a few thoughts
Vision 2030 The Freedom Movement
For the People By the People
May 23 2020 – Entry 3
A social media friend asks, in response to my comment ‘show me the ingredients in vaccines and prove their safety’. “That’s a quality control issue. Not an issue of whether vaccines are protective. I f there was middle ground to safely saving lives I think we would find coalition. But as it stands, anti-vax based on quality control isn’t a solution for the survival of the planet, especially when this virus is infecting all mammals, not just humans. Do we think some surviving this virus while all big cats or the last of the great apes get wiped out is ok? Asking for a friend…”
The above question came in response to my info graphic above to Vaccine Loyalists.
“Do we think some surviving this virus while all big cats or the last of the great apes get wiped out is ok? Asking for a friend…”
You are asking very big picture questions, each one needing careful consideration.
Initial response is, my question is not meant to be a sole solution to our challenges. It is posed only as a starting point to consider what we are up against.
First let me pose this, if a species cannot be ethical, honest, and advocating for people to naturally strengthen their immune systems. What does this imply?
If vaccines are known to have adverse effects in some cases, and vaccine companies have made it so they are not liable for any dangers to one’s health. While at same time a government of tyranny is threatening enforced testing and vaccinations. So those who do not trust vaccines, and would rather trust their own intelligence to strengthen their immune system – might be labeled dangers to society. What then? When really, if vaccines are effective then those vaccinated should not have to worry about catching anything from non-vaccinated folks.
And importantly, what is the real story about corona? It is called Covid-19 “Certificate of Vaccination ID” – and Fauci in 2017 went public saying “this presidency would experience a surprise pandemic”. How could he possibly know that?
And if a species governing body lies to its people. Start with JFK assassination and 9-11 lies.
And if a species chooses profits in Big Pharma over natural means to stay healthy – in which they could not get rich off of our wellness, only our illness. So they have no motivation to advocate for our self-empowered wellness practices.
If a species is on a self destruction course by killing the very earth and biodiversity that is an imperative for the species very survival.
These are survival questions that all can be connected to control issues within vaccines. For is not the same type of corruption, lies, and deceit inherent in vaccine control issues, in some shape and form, present in these other issues?
This is a fundamental core issue humanity has to consider, for it’s very survival and it’s evolution in consciousness.
Just some thoughts off the top of my head. Thank you for the question.
May 23 2020 – Entry 2
May 23 2020
I do appreciate all the hope, people feeling a mass awakening is happening. And at same time here is what I’m dealing with right now, A comment on a post – real tensions going on right now. That we somehow need to figure out.
Seriously, the powers that be could not be happier, than to see us in-fighting this way. While they merrily go on their way of the slow boiling of the frog. First they normalize masks. Then …. and now soon Contact Tracing …. then …
A quote from someone who just commented on a thread of mine about vaccines
“Vaccines were proven effective over 100 years ago. Why this denial of scientific evidence and acceleration of nonsensical conspiracy theories. Google, FB and Bill Gates have absolutely nothing to do with the scientific principles related to the body’s immune response. source anonymous for their privacy
and my response
Respectfully, I would need for you to refute what is said in the roundtable on “The Truth About Vaccines” and other similar sources., If you believe what you say is true, then by all means, go up against all those you disagree with, and let’s get it all out. And for starters, prove to me you can prove what the ingredients are in vaccines and those ingredients are not harmful.
I challenge you.. Give us your proven lists of actual ingredients in vaccines. and prove to me that they do not plan to put nano particles in vaccines.
This is one key debate we need to be having now.
and their response
“I have no interest in trying to ‘prove’ what anyone may be ‘planning to do’ in the future. I only know what is being done today. Nano particles in vaccines is a ludicrous idea, not only due the physical limitations but the need for a full scale operation to identify and track every recipient of a vaccine. Do you really think that some deep state group could organize the drug companies, the pharmacies, the physician practices and the Federal government into some conspiracy to unknowingly inject us with nano particles? Would not some independent lab not be able to detect ‘unknown’ particles in a sample vaccine? I’m sorry, I hold a PhD in science from a major university, and I don’t have time to deal with conspiracy theories.” source anonymous for their privacy
and my response
And this is precisely the dilemma we are facing. I see you have a hard time considering all these things. And I truly wish you did have the time.
Because the slow boiling frog is underway. Phone apps to recognize if someone has been tested for the virus. Now think this through, please, seriously. How can a phone app detect something like this unless something has been injected in our bodies, that it can read.
If you come to my page, I am going to challenge you on these things.
I will be one of the first to rejoice if our concerns about vaccines and 5G were wrong. But until then, I will fight to find the truth.
Conversations like this need to be happening, we really have to deeply question what we hold to be true. All of us.
I’m most concerned with you comment, you don’t have the time to deal with conspiracy theories. When I am saying is let’s look at the conspiracy facts.
What if your baby girl, or young son said to you and asked you daddy, why do they have toxins in vaccines? Don’t they hurt us? Would you retort back, children I don’t have the time to research an answer for that for you!
Or what will you say to your grandchildren 20 years from now, when they ask, grandpa, what were you doing to get the truth out in the pivotal year 2020 when people’s freedoms were so massively at risk?
May 20 2020 Entry Two On Beliefs
Recently, during lockdown, I found myself in dialogue with an astrologer and big advocate of beliefs. I found myself hearing him continue to focus on BELIEFS with me. Honestly, I started to get a little aggravated. So I’ve been digging deeper to explore what my life experience has been around beliefs and trying to shift beliefs. Over the decades I’ve come across many a practitioner with their latest, greatest belief busting technology.
His “belief” about beliefs is as follows. “You are always right, so be careful what you believe and learn the most effective ways of shifting beliefs at the subconscious level, the only place they can be changed.”
And for the first time in my life! I started to question if that truly felt correct for me, in my own life experience. Here are my reflections, as of today. I’m sure my understanding will continue to evolve.
As for beliefs. It is interesting. Actually, I would venture to say, for me in my healing, it was not a simple matter of taking a belief and switching it. It is a deeper integrative journey for me. Involving something about clearing whole karmic patterns of lifetimes, and understanding the whole context of why I’ve adopted a belief.
Here’s how I see it, in this larger context, of myself choosing to have an experience of a belief. I wanted to have an experience around that belief, for whatever reason my soul decided, even before I came into this life.
And now, looking back at my life long journey, it never worked for me, to just take a belief in isolation, and shift it. I’m sure it’s worked for others. I just no longer see it as helpful for me.
I’m starting to see, that perhaps it is not a belief problem!
Perhaps I’ve chosen life experiences for a reason, and when I’ve completed the cycle of learning, or burning off the karma, then the learnings integrate and the beliefs naturally shift!
It is an integrative process for me. I’m not saying this is for everyone. But I trust it for myself.
And even that, you might call a belief. Probably so.
May 20 2020
Saw an info graphic today, a scroll that laid out a sequence of events unfolding.
Information Control and Censorship
Shutdown and Social Distancing
Blame Bill Gates Frontman!
Marshall Law and Checkpoints
Mandatory Vaccine Rollout
As I posted it on social media, I added
They are normalizing masks and social distancing.
NEXT, contact tracing mass surveillance.
Paying our peers to police us and report us. And on and on.
ARE YOU READY TO SAY HELL NO???
If we do not collectively say no,
come up with a collective response and vision for what we do want,
then this IS the plan.
May 19 2020
A long time friend of mine made a social media post, inviting people to take the red pill.
I responded with this reflection.
I am calmer these days – at least some times.
Not so attached to people looking at the big picture of
what is in store if people keep buying the agenda of MSM (main stream media).
It is not for me to know what is best for anyone.
I do know what is best for me though,
and getting to the truth is essential.
And walking away from secrecy, lies, and withholds,
on micro and macro levels – is my task now.
I just made a bold move this week, with someone in my life.
An individual I felt out of integrity with. I spoke my withhold.
Not sure if our connection has a future now.
That is a price to be paid sometimes.
Fear, and meager comforts, no longer hold me.
I RISE to why I came into this life.
For the first 2 months of lockdown, I had fear,
that too many were buying into the latest
cabal control game (remember 9-11).
I felt dependent on needling the masses to awake.
But then it got ugly.
People holding firm to whatever ground they were on.
So now I’m letting go.
Let the bifurcation happen.
Only then will you know you are not spiritually by-passing.
That is when we will know our “movement” has matured and we are ready to vision the world we shall build over the ashes and remains of the old world that is dying now.
I first met Howard, many years back,
and he introduced me to the Red Pill
saying he would do so in a slow drip.
So glad I choose to go down the rabbit hole
way back then.
For it would be a hell of a shock,
to just now start looking at what really is going on in this world and galaxy. While also dealing with lockdown, unemployment, small business collapse, looming food shortages, governmental tyranny, and fighting against medical marshall law.
But the morphic field is strong with those who have ingested the red pill.
And it is my prayer that the morphic field will help those ready to peek down the rabbit hole – so the shock, at least, will be held within a field of others who welcome you to the truthville of the red pill.
May 17 2020
A friend sends me a video of a most powerful speech within Italian parliament. I hope to get a transcript and share here.
What a powerhouse woman! In fact so powerful, especially in that it comes from government, I was thinking of a new research page. A page to capture the growing momentum, examples of this level of courage. Not even sure what to call the page yet. Speaking Truth to Corruption, at it’s best!
Also, I’m gathering examples where police around the world are actually starting to Stand Down and instead side with civilians. Next I’ve been visioning how powerful it would be for a mass boycott and Stoppage of all the wealthy internet marketers paying for Advertising on Google, YouTube and Facebook. For advertising profits are what feed the monster. So actually, we are complicit in the highest order, when we pay these cabal vehicles that are leading the censorship. These marketers need a moral spine and risk some discomfort and withdraw now. My little fantasy. For now, we still are using the platforms to some degree, so to stay in touch. But at same time, building new earth sturctures of connection, that will be based on truth, transparency and ethics.
May 14 2020 – Stages of Death and Dying
A friend on social media, a women who prides herself on being happy and upbeat, expressed today she didn’t like the anger she was experiencing. I encouraged her to not suppress the feelings. She retorted, “I am not suppressing, I just don’t like the feeling of anger pulsing through my body!”
I responded that I just meant it is important to not be just about all love and light, as that can be spiritual bypassing. I don’t think she appreciated that comment. Maybe she just wanted empathy.
Perhaps I’m going through a numb stage, or a tough love stage. It’s just I am feeling that if we are not upset and angry right now – we are not paying attention. And we need everybody on the front lines now, and waking up fast.
For the powers that be are pulling out their last plays to enslave humanity. The war is on.
That whole little exchange got me thinking about the stages of death and dying. Maybe she is in the anger stage. My biggest anger was 2 months ago, when I could see the writing on the wall of what was to come. Since then I’ve been on a roller coaster of feelings.
May 13 2020 – Entry 2 – What is the Real End Game?
TZ: I don’t think the virus is the END GAME. I think the vaccine is–with a micro-chip. The tracking is the goal. Not illness. Once you are chipped they can control if you die or not. The object is control. IF the virus were engineered to control us, then they wouldn’t need the micro-chip vaccines, right?
SS: Exactly, yes the ultimate end game, as I’ve heard explained, is all that you say, and add in AI component. AI interfaces with human consciousness, and gradually, or not so gradually, we will dumb down.
So instead of being empowered to fully develop our consciousness capacity, which is far greater thank what any AI can do,
They are aiming to dumb us down, and with the few humans remaining on earth, they will be more Cyborg, and will simply be humanoid slaves for whoever wins at taking over Earth.
I hear that ultimately won’t happen, but I still hold to feeling, it is not over till it’s over, and HOW WE SHOW UP is going to play heavily into the outcome.
Are we going to rise up to actualize our true human potential? I want to.
TZ: Yes, we have to let it be known we do not consent to this!! Then the Angelics can help us.
SS: Indeed, the more I study, I realize our complicity over these decades is maybe in part, we have not declared exactly this. And yes, this ‘I do not consent’, does allow for intervention help. That’s another reminder to me, why I’m feeling it so important daily to lead with – talk with High Self and Guardian Angel and ask for help every step of the way!
May 13 2020 – The Virus Debate
Is there really a virus? Oh this debate is heating up! And Social Media is censoring so many videos on the topic, it is getting challenging to even consider different viewpoints.
I’m starting to step out of the debate, and just listen and post various videos under my ‘What Is A Virus’ page.
I’m also interested in looking more at a deeper big picture inquiry.
That our health system does not advocate for prevention and immunity health.
Would not so many of these pandemic issues be eliminated if we were
HEALTHY! What a concept!
Also, I’ve heard much about how the environment impacts these issues also. Sometimes the question is asked – did a vaccine actually eliminate the disease – or were the poverty issues addressed in the community, and were the environmental pollution cleared in an area? Do not they play a big part in peoples resilience to disease?
I would like to suggest, we could make some huge progress by dropping the profit greed motive of Big Pharm. And that would require a planetary paradigm shift concerning morals and ethics. I’m ready, Are you?
Now, if we are not collectively willing or able to do this, then I am inclined to believe in a deeper conspiracy that THEY are really out to kill us and shrink down the population. After all, do the research, and you’ll find plenty of discussion on that topic.
Also, here is another perspective. As more doctors and immunologists are weighing in, saying “the virus shows it was altered in a lab because how it looks is not natural”. What if we change the whole debate away from fear about a virus, and switch to “why the hell is biowarfare underway – when there is a global law against this!”
May 8 2020
I think we’re coming up on 2 months soon. I do feel it is time for me to shift up my tactics a bit. Like I wrote earlier, I went into the belly of the beast. I did a crash refresher course on our history and future here on Earth. With all the research out there, and the projections and speculations past and future, and felt and feared as much as I could.
My handle on what we are up against is clarifying.
I used to always feel safe, trusting my High Self would always place me in situations where I am protected, and out of harms way. I started to waiver on that trust these last few months, as information and control came in fast and furious.
My Art of War 2020, moving into the deeper more subtle surgical strikes.
Perhaps like deepening into the HEART and LISTEN within.
Precise, refined, exquisite LISTENING within, while in prayer, and invocation.
Taking moment by moment. Listening for guidance. Getting better at articulating what help from the unseen forces that I am asking for.
One thing I forgot to add in the first share, is that I have had to grieve also. Grieve that this life as we knew it, is now over. And WE have a huge part to play on what unfolds next. I’m still grieving. some.
I have been thinking of the bifurcation coming. Those ready to awaken, and those not ready. I feel I am, for my own part, ready to choose my path – of light, love, awakening, and to frequency uplift with Mother Gaia. To me this means no more energy to spend on those still holding tightly to their old paradigms.
I had a beautiful conversation with a woman in the park earlier this week. She listened attentively as I shared my experiences. And then she told me a story about the Peace Pilgrim. How she would hold steady in a high frequency of LOVE and require others to uplift and meet her there. She would not dull down her vibration for the other.
May 7 2020 Now Comes the Threat of Contact Tracing
I friend messages me. Have I seen this on contact tracing.
Yes, I even saw our Cali governor in a video chat with Bill Clinton! regarding contact tracing. so scary.
So here is my process. I first went into the full feelings, and allowed myself to feel into the worse case scenarios – contact tracing, pulled out of home, isolated to die, vaccines, chip, 5G oxygen deprivation death – all of it – even AI taking over my consciousness
Now, this is important, at least for me. Because I really do not adhere to New Age it is all love and light. this is a duality planet. So I allowed myself to fully feel the shadow. Then I also forgave and loved it all.
ONLY THEN – was I in a better state to hear the truth of my Cosmic Being, Infinite Intelligence God Self –
And from there I am working on I DO NOT CONSENT TO ANY OF THIS NEW WORLD ORDER CRAP. I DO NOT CONSENT. HIGH SELF HEAR ME LOUD AND CLEAR. Now I’m working on deeper shadow stuff,
So that when I hear these possible scenarios – I am building up my inner strength to envision what I do want. And when the fear comes up, I do more shadow work.
Hence, you can see from some videos I posted today, I was doing some inner balancing today so to not always be in fear.
It’s complicated. I think we are working on many levels at the same time.
And now that I have fully felt the worse case scenarios –
I trust myself better that I am not spiritually bypassing when I start visualizing all of those horrible things dismantling.
I saw horrible videos of China of people being pulled out of homes and put in vans, probably never to be seen again. I also wondered if they were real, or actors. It is such a crazy world now, to even have that thought is bizarre!
I also heard Paladin (White Hats) say recently in a Project Camelot video, that they are already pulling people out of their homes in Georgia.
He seemed confident that was true, but I have not seen it confirmed.
At any rate, things could get really strange, especially if they feel they are losing control of controlling us. These are times to be very vigilant. And let us absolutely start finding the clarity within that says no to it all, and feels it to be true.
And we each will have our journey to get there.
I love this, that I saw on Twitter. Feeling Encouraged!
A message concerning H.R.6666
To ALL “Contacts Tracers” stay out of our community & neighborhood.
“We the People” will defend our families and the families of our neighbors.
“Contacts Tracers”, you are not welcome here!
May 6 2020 Entry Two
What If Internet Marketers Woke Up and Encouraged Their Followings
To Wake Up – Just Imagine!
Here is a post I saw today from Joe M. I am feeling encouraged.
“Its time to take our heads out of the sand and wake up to what is going around us.
From the start of this entire shutdown, I have been saying something does not seem right.
Instead of giving my opinion, I am going to ask everyone who sees this post to look below the surface and not rely on what the bought and paid for media is telling you.
There are 2 YouTube channels with specific videos I would recommend looking at .
The First is Valuetainment and is owned by Patrick-Bet David His channel has 2 million subscribers, and he is a very successful entrepreneur. He is not a conspiracy theorist at all and has interviewed some very high profile people. The videos to watch on his channel are:
I will just give you the names of person being interviewed, and you can find it on the channel
Robert Kennedy JR
Former AIDS Scientist Exposes
Each of these videos are at over a million views in less than a week.
If you want to go further down the rabbit hole
Go to London Real’s Channel and watch the interview from
Dr. Buttar (Londons real interview went a lot deeper than Patricks)
FYI – Both these men started doing these interviews to disprove the conspiracy going around and what they found is simply mind-blowing.
I am not saying you have to agree with me or with people being interviewed.
I am just asking that you look at all sides.”
I vision a large mass of Internet Marketers waking up, and turning, just a little of their money making efforts, to helping people wake up, and idea generating how we can keep our rights, and protect ourselves from the poison vaccine, and stop the shut down of our food system. Just imagine – this group of people are a power source.
May 6 2020
David Rockefeller’s Chilling 1991 Speech At A Bilderberg Meeting
“…. In order to successfully create a New World Order, some of the tactics this group uses are false flag terrorism and the fear of global threats, which enable them to increase security measures on domestic populations……
…. With the passing of David Rockefeller, I started to reflect on his views of the world. Time and time again he pushed for a New World Order and a one world government, which would allow the elite and world bankers to hold complete control over the global population. This got me thinking: Do people even understand the gravity of the situation at hand, or what a one world government would mean?
…The supranational sovereignty of an intellectual elite and world bankers is surely preferable to the national auto-determination practiced in past centuries.”
Kaylee Brown an article from 2017 – still extremely relevant
May 1 2020
My new page today, THE ART OF WAR.
Rapidity is the essence of war: take advantage of the enemy’s unreadiness,
make your way by unexpected routes, and attack unguarded spots.
HOW TO RALLY THE MASSES AROUND THIS IDEA?
Things are getting serious and it is requiring a serious intelligent response.
“Once you stop clinging and let things be, you’ll be free.
You’ll transform everything…
And you’ll be at peace wherever you are.”
April 29 2020 Entry Two
“There is a Taoist story of an old farmer who had worked his crops for many years. One day his horse ran away. Upon hearing the news, his neighbors came to visit. “Such bad luck,” they said sympathetically. “May be,” the farmer replied.
The next morning the horse returned, bringing with it three other wild horses. “How wonderful,” the neighbors exclaimed. “May be,” replied the old man.
The following day, his son tried to ride one of the untamed horses, was thrown, and broke his leg. The neighbors again came to offer their sympathy on his misfortune. “May be,” answered the farmer.
The day after, military officials came to the village to draft young men into the army. Seeing that the son’s leg was broken, they passed him by. The neighbors congratulated the farmer on how well things had turned out.”
“May be,” said the farmer.”
April 29 2020
An interesting day. In Social Media, lovely women encouraging me to be more positive. Perhaps a little too much focus on the darkness, and us vs. them. I must be attracting these comments. Maybe my High Self helping, through these women, to keep me from getting sucked into the pits of evil!
Here are some of my favorite responses, just a paragraph here and there. It may read a little randomly. But wanting to catch the reflections now, and here. And then see how the explorations evolve.
A: I believe we will need a lot of solutions from a lot of people from every industry, field and wealth bracket from poor to the 1% of the 1%. I don’t know what that will look like that is what I choose to believe.
This is what I know for me. When I push I receive pushback. When I choose to lay down my ego and connect with the whole human (all the light and dark pieces) I can plant the seeds of change. As for how I achieve this… I do it by being human, asking for support, Belief Repatterning, learning from my mistakes and connecting to my higher power/ universe/ whatever you want to call it.
To further this thought I have made the commitment to stop focusing on the dark. I used to do that – it didn’t work for me. Instead I choose to focus on what I can do to build, kindness, compassion and community. This is my choice I don’t assume you need to make this choice also.
S: Thank you. It helps very much to hear your experience. That feels most real to me. Very much appreciate. And you are certainly doing extremely important work to focus on the light, and kindness and love.
Perhaps for me, I need to look darkness in the face right now, and absorb it, transmute it, till it has no power – who knows? Just taking one day at a time, and deepening guidance as to what my high self deems important for me to experience each day.
I am tried of all the complicity on the planet, that just turns their cheek, and allow the atrocities to occur. I’m taking a deeper look at that now. At how this global culture seems to have normalized so much horrible stuff that goes on.
As all is one, I can see this darkness as part shadow, and so anything that triggers me, is important for me to discharge the trigger. Maybe that is what is underway for me now. And where I still have triggers, perhaps I’ve done a little too much spiritual bypassing in the past. And I feel a need to awaken out of that pattern.
I value these exchanges. Thank you so very much, truly. and I do love your focus, god knows we need that now.
April 28 2020
Refer to this video
April 25 2020
I made a post about Bill Gates and his nefarious gang who are preparing to chip us, and create a cashless society, where global peoples are able to be completely controlled by the chip in their hand.
A woman came to the link and said it was full of shit. I said she was in a trance. She replied ‘fuck off’. That was probably pretty rough – to say she was in a trance. But seriously, when the Titanic is sinking, it is time for tough love, talk firmly and to the point. It is time to get into action, and find a life boat!
I realize the information was just too shocking – and she rejected it, by attacking me also. Maybe I’m wrong, but that is my take on it. I hope I at least planted a seed for her. So next time she hears of this plan to chip us, hopefully before they are injecting the chip into her, next time she hears of this, it will not shock her system quite so deeply.
Being a gardener for the awakening, means sometimes the soil is quite hardened and very depleted of nutrients and needs lots of soil remedies – to be able to penetrate into people’s well protected psyches of denial.
April 22 2020 Birth Pangs
“Try to tell a mother giving birth, not to yell and scream, just focus on the beautiful baby soon to be in her arms.
Good luck on that. She needs to be met fully right where she is, to breathe deeply, and be fully present in this birthing moment. Strong, courageous, fully present.
Wow, that actually is a pretty cool analogy of how I am feeling. Love it.
The inspiration came from this info graphic.
Everything YOU, ME, WE are feeling right now is okay.
It is so interesting, realizing no one wants to feel another is saying they are WRONG. and that is my biggest challenge. Not to make others wrong, and also not to feel judged by others who I feel may be suggesting I move out of whatever phase I am in.
AND KNOW, that every ounce of unprocessed SHADOW that is yet to be flushed out, accepted, loved, embraced and integrated into wholeness,
AWAITS us to have the bold courage to open the door and let it speak!
Yesterday, I deepened into Oneness with Jah.
And today, fury is inside me.
I must let it all be okay, as the caterpillar inside the cocoon, is eating itself and the wings of the newly forming butterfly are growing strong and robust, and pushing strongly against the walls of the cocoon, ready to bust out!
So for me, every moment of anger, frustration, fury, despair,
passion to awaken those in the media trance,
deep concern that some light bearers are simply too light and naive,
is all part of the robust courageous birth pangs underway.
YES! for any word in this post, that triggers anything within YOU,
I suggest it is our SHADOWS at play, skillfully trying to keep us from exposing it.
And once it is exposed, the illusion of it, dissolves in a pile of dust.
BUT it must be first let out into the light
before it can dissolve.
Be strong, Be brave, Feel it all.
After all, try to tell a mother giving birth, not to yell and scream, just focus on the beautiful baby soon to be in her arms.”
— Shema Satya
April 10 2020
This writing happened after a friend sent me a video of a campaign speech Trump made saying how he would take back the government for us. How everything was corrupt, and he was our savior.
Okay, I just got through the video. I’m with you, in that I do not trust the person delivering the message,
Then, consider how 5G and 6G will play a role in this control also. Partnered with AI, Artificial Intelligence, working in unison. What a diabolical partnership that will be.
How will that play out? Some have said humans are already a bit of cyborg, in how they are so dependent on their smart phones – which is their planned way to track and control us.
April 18 2020
I have a new online friend. A new comrade during this quarantine madness.
Sweet tender messages in emails have helped soothe my growing angst.
I on the west coast of U.S., he far away on the east coast, in Canada.
I’d like to share here, with you the reader, this conversation during lockdown.
F: “Regardless of anything though, it does seem genuine to muster our courage,
and i much admire you for yours dear Shema,
so please keep digging deep and don’t give up.
And for me there’s always some good news–
the unconditional generosity and beauty of nature – the living earth,
and that, as of yet, we still don’t and can’t know how this will play out,
and that it’s still possible for our hearts to whisper to each other–
even if it’s to say goodbye and thanks for the dance.”
Re permaculture “winning,” that seems too outcome oriented
(a recipe for disappointment?)
Imo, in my opinion, what’s important is simply that we do it,
that we’re on the path.
And re your urge to primal scream
I’m curious if you’ve done some version of it.
Let’s stay strong together (for we are many) and
which i see as simply the always already non-conceptual ordinary mind.”
I answer. Thank you new friend,
though your correspondence has a timeless quality to it
It seems to soothe something inside
Probably the PTS, post trauma, that never ever went fully away.
Always on edge to some degree.
How exhausting to try to WIN for our land and food systems,
While social distancing
She so lovingly held space for my fury to find words.
I am too attached to helping build critical mass
by my perceptions that
people are not taking this #PsyOP more seriously
I get too agitated.
And immerse ever so deeply into sacred silence as it enters into
the bag was hanging from the tree
That these are really hard times.
April 15 2020 Entry Two
My rant on Facebook yesterday. Very little response. But someone did make a comment. Well not really a comment. They just dropped a link to an article “Why Intelligent People Fall for Conspiracy”. And so I felt compelled to answer.
“Sorry if my response reads your intent incorrectly, but here goes. I do see though, you gave the LAUGH icon a click. So that pretty much tells me where you stand. And I see you are not even a friend of mine in Facebook, so are visiting here as the public view, and just come and laugh in my face.
What a sham.
I’m not sure the point of the article. I’m assuming the implication that I, who would appear on surface to be intelligent, have bought into a lie that this is psyop? and I am the dangerous one.
Is that your point?
Well, welcome to the world of polarity.
Because my concern is people who believe governments and corporations who lie and steal, and don’t care about us really. and just worry about profits and re-election. and are bought by pharmaceuticals, etc.
They are pretty dangerous too.
maybe we all are dangerous.
and have forgotten LOVE
And doctors and science are coming forward to engage in trying to get to truth.
and what about a world that assassinates good people who want to bring forth cancer cures, and bring forth info on the dangers of GMO, and 5G etc etc
What about that? We live in our worlds and allow that to go on and seemingly have accepted it.
That if people try to question the psyop narrative, the sheeples actually try to pull them back into the trance.
It’s funny really. Got to laugh to keep from crying. so I understand the laugh icon.
and if the controllers really cared for humanity, they would be flooding us with education on building our immunity in affordable ways. Finding ways to allow us into nature and the ocean. Which all keeps us empowered.
But no, there is not profit in that, and if we are strong and healthy and think for ourselves and question, then we are the problem.
sic sic sic
and the Ads on TV would not be hypnotic that 5G is sexy
and fast food is the way to go.
The system is broken, and now they have us locked up and more polarized than ever.
and articles come out saying I’m the problem. hahahahahah!”
April 15 2020
Saw this post, not regarding my writing, but someone speaking truth to power, and found it interesting to hear the response from another … and so I offered my input.
“Terrifying vision …though it does leave me wondering, if indeed, this is what is unfolding, what the fuck I’m supposed to do about any of that…as a piece of froth on the ocean of a vast, oceanic conspiracy…I can only be a tiny 💧 allowing the light to penetrate where she wills.”
and I answered
I thank the friend who offered up facts and said, you are such a breath of fresh air for me. I am right there with you. And to the other who responded what the fuck…. I said … I feel you nailed it, as far as what many feel.
And here is my best response and challenge. Start to question the common narrative in our circle and friends. Do research. My website has 20+ pages on topics on this theme.
And as you question and shake things up, endure friends shunning you, and endure their laughing at you, and endure them not willing to engage in what the whistleblowers are bravely bringing forth.
And endure feeling alone, and frustrated, and coping with our own fears of death, and the implications of mass vaccinations being planned, or we can’t gather in groups any longer or even travel. The dystopian world is descending upon us.
An App is being designed now by Google and Apple that will detect people around us who may have “the pandemic”. ! and it is going to be on our phones!
And what are we going to tell the children? That we were too afraid to question the narratives coming forth and we were too afraid to question and speak truth to power?
And that is a lot to do. I just made a post on Facebook on this topic. And it is stunning the response and lack of response.
I’m in an anger phase right now. And deep disappointment in humanity. That even THIS LEVEL of our freedoms being taken away, IS NOT ENOUGH for people to question the narrative.
So few in my circle are willing to have these hard discussions. Instead, people are now scrambling for new ways to figure out how to pay rent, and adapting to the new norm,
doing yoga and dance on Zoom, and virtual healing retreats, alone in our living rooms. For those who are lucky enough to have a living room.
And so people wear masks, and social distance. While information comes out masks are not effective.
And I’m having to let all my ranges of emotions be okay. It will move through me and I will begin to hear a deeper message.
How much freedom do humans have to lose, before they risk and start to question and risk being shunned. ???
Well, I have had enough. I am awaking now.
April 14 2020 – COURAGE IS CONTAGIOUS
Well, I sort of just LOST it! A rather large social media rant I just did. After reading a very disturbing Opinion Piece on how Social Distancing, in the long run, probably create more deaths.
I realize part of my MASSIVE FRUSTRATION is that I feel and experience myself to be so dang ineffective. So I am upset feeling I’m not doing what I came to do in this life. And I pray to be more effective.
Here’s my rant. If I succeed in waking one person up to have more courage to speak out, than it was worth it.
WE are being FRIED and most people, sheeples, are seeming to have drunk the kool-aid. Wake up before it’s too late. Time is running out.
I’ve been patient and not screaming for a month now. But my patience is running out.
THEY have managed to scare YOU over a DAMN Flu for God’s sake. and FEAR and Compliance is the PANDEMIC!
Sure, it most likely is a bioweaponized flu unleashed by the dark cabal. But big deal! It only has access to us through the Portal of Fear and we have power to choose Love over Fear and thus neutralize it! THEY are terrified of us taking our power back and fully WAKING UP from the ChemTrail Electro Smog GMO brain fog we’ve been in.
And just consider, maybe it’s just EXOSOMES, and our body is being brilliant with releasing toxins from our body. Doctors are discussing that now. Research it please. If that is TRUTH, then we need to be CELEBRATING THE SYMPTOMS, and not fearing them.
You do realize, don’t you? that many people are actually dying when they go on the Ventilators. There is big suspicion that the TESTS actually inject the virus into you! And the number of deaths are being faked, incentivizing hospitals getting paid more if diagnosis is death my Covid, and even more if death by Covid and Ventilator. Imagine that insanity for a moment!
Now! Back to what inspired this writing piece.
Social Distancing – check out this article!
and also – with more research I am siding on perspective MASKS make us actually sicker! Really interesting information coming out about masks.
And this whole lockdown is one psycho psy-op,
and I am pissed off most people around me have bought it!
AND have you noticed the latest Ads, all sexy with 5G on neighborhood polls and happy sexy people enjoying fast bandwidth on their phones and connecting with their loved ones.
OH – but wait! they forgot to show you the pics later of these sexy people dropping dead from the psy-op of 5G frying your brains out and sucking the oxygen out of your lungs!!
Sorry folks. SCREAM IT from the top of trees, the ones still left standing. Oh yes, because have you heard, THEY ARE CUTTING DOWN TREES because THEY ARE IN THE WAY OF 5G GETTING INTO YOUR HOMES! Yes, that’s right.
WAKE UP FOR GOD SAKE
Time is running out unless YOU! YES YOU! get out of FEAR and face these monster FACTS.
And if you are WOKE I’d like to know what you are doing to impact people’s awareness and engagement to SAY NO TO ALL THIS.
Because there will be more lockdowns and each one will take more of our freedoms away.
Frogs! get out of the boiling pot of water now!
My Heart Plan Vision is ALL about Opening the Heart, but it is NOT about being in denial and afraid to speak out and ask hard questions and demand truth.
Heart Plan Vision is about BRAVE COURAGEOUS TRUTH SEEKING HEARTS
Here’s the article. And yes, you are welcome to share my RANT, I’m on the front line now. I’m not going to be silent anymore.
And remember: COURAGE IS CONTAGIOUS.
“We Will See More Deaths Because of Social Distancing” – Leading Scientist on COVID-19 Pandemic
This page gives you links to my Research to Date – titles of each Page and topics. “Research Sources”. Over 20 Topics to date, and adding more daily.
AMPLE MATERIAL TO GET YOU UP TO SPEED. No excuses. WE CAME HERE FOR THIS VERY MOMENT.
Also … This is our Facebook Community Page on
Electro Smog GMOs Vaccines Radiation and Chemtrails
April 12 2020 Entry 2
Okay, I will be the FIRST to admit, I am deep in to the study of Conspiracy. I find it fascinating, concerning, and of vital importance. And I can be a bit protective if I feel I’m being judged.
This diary entry is inspired by some videos I just watched. They were Facebook lives so not sure if the links will work here.
I invite and encourage you, if this speaks to you, to study for yourself these reflections. Here I just share the links, and a comment I offered to Arjuna. I do feel the issues Arjuna brings up are pertinent and worthy of deep exploration from many angles.
Radical Brilliance in Discussion FB Live with Arjuna Ardagh
“I (Arjuna) have been studying the phenomenon known as “Patternicity” for a new book I’m co-authoring. It is extraordinary how much light it shines on everything that’s going on all over the world today.” 4.12.20
And this Video was presented one week earlier by Arjuna Ardagh – Early April 2020
“Here are some thoughts on how to communicate with people who are into conspiracy theories, that creates connection and can be of service to everyone.”
Here is my (Shema) comment to Arjuna. If you have watched the videos, then this comment will be understood better from the context of the reflections he shared.
“Arjuna, I do respect your work and I am a bit concerned with this video and your Patternicity video. Though I will take aspects from each and consider the points you make. And certainly, who would argue?, it is wise indeed to balance our days better with self care. Of course! and that is wise advise no matter what times we are in.
I urge you to please research thoroughly Gates and 5G before you speak with such authority suggesting people to discredit conspiracy. As you have placed yourself in an Authority position, and there are people that will take what you say and not question it.
I have been using a quote of yours a lot, concerning how to deal with information, when all of it has varying degrees of untruth. No one source has all the truth. Including you I have to remind myself.
Now I’m off for my forest walk, as you so wisely suggest. Bless us all on this journey.”
An after thought I am having, as I review this diary entry, is this. Though I did not add this to my social media comment. It just gets too complicated, all the back and forth in the comments.
How refreshing it would have been if Arjuna could have shared sometime in the video, what he is feeling. Taking off the “hat of authority and teacher” for just a moment. And speak from his heart. How he is feeling about so much commentary in his community regarding “Conspiracies”.
For I was left feeling, after these video presentations, that he might be lumping CONSPIRACY RESEARCH and yes, Speculation, in the same category as the LIES that the government and mass media are controlling us with. And personally, I found that disturbing, considering the magnitude of lies that are known to have been implemented on society for decades. While conspiracy work is trying it’s best to sort through the LIES. It is beyond crazy making to be lied to continuously.
So, if that indeed was his point, or his feeling, it was a very disappointing message to me. Even if, I misread his intention, it is a meme that is “out there” in public opinion.
I don’t want to be told to go find heroes and put my trust into them. I want to be empowered to do my own research and do my own comparative analysis and to think for myself. While also, asking hard questions of others. And not to let myself feel intimated by anyone.
And that is what I wish for you! Anyone reading this now.
I recently started to add this Disclaimer to many of my pages.
Multiple narratives, none of which are known to be fully trusted,
possibly each unreliable to some degree
and so it is up to each person to do their own comparative research.
Inspired by these insights I respond. TRUTH! Especially Mass Media. I notice those who most seem in fear are getting their info from Mass Media and the government. Still believing in them.
I like what I’ve been reading lately, about how dysfunctional it is to stay in relation to those who lie to us.
Trusting a government who already has lied to us and lied about the assassinations of great leaders like JKF and MLKJr. and the lies of 9-11, Mass Weapons of Destruction, etc. and then directly live through the experience of many freedoms disappearing.
And now they trust this? and are ready to give up more freedoms!
It is a tricky balance though with getting to facts, and wading through speculations and conspiracy. I approach this material from an angle, not about activating fear, but rather, getting informed, and it is NOT pretty information getting revealed. It may look like fear and anger coming out,
but I see it more as passion for truth, and seeking to figure out how best to response,
from, like you say, LOVE,
for that will be the best antidote to their FEAR control.
While at same time WE MUST SAY NO AND NOT CONSENT,
and we can only do that from Love and Empowerment
after we have the courage to hear and digest the conspiracy.
“Fear is a negative energy that drives the masses into a panic, survival mode. I mean, did you ever in your wildest dreams think people would get physically violent over toilet paper?
People need to stop. Be calm and assess what’s really going on. Who’s benefiting from this chaos? Why the need to collapse the world economy unless they intend to implement a new one. Draining the markets. Driving people to bankruptcy through a global household arrest. It’s insane.
Love is the energy we need. And social distancing is a way to remove the human bond, take away energy. Isolate people into fear. I hope more people wake up.”
Well said indeed. I’m working as fast as I can with research and writing and organizing data, with hopes that more material can be presented to people in ways to help them open to willingness to see the bigger agenda.
I feel people will only be able to free themselves of the fear that grips them thru mass media and government programming, is by researching and learning about what is really going on. Knowledge is power which leads then to courage to love – is my hope at least.
But it does seem pain is the biggest motivator to get people’s attention. One of my fav researchers said today, “when they continue the ban on large group gatherings unless everyone is mass vaccinated, with their invisible tattoos” that show they have the mark of the beast. Maybe the masses will start to push back, when they start to drop dead like flies, when 5G targets them – under lie of the latest PLANdemic.
Imagine all the men (and women) not able to watch their football, basketball, baseball, etc. Do you think that will awaken their inner warriors to fight for our freedom and humanhood? And that is just one small example of the ways the human bond has been stripped from us.
How much do people have to lose, and for how long, before “this conversation” spreads further, than just these few isolated discussions?
If not, then probably game over. What do you think?
I’ve already lost too much. No turning back now. It’s front line all the way now.
You mention you are advising people to stay calm and observe, such good advice. And to step back and reflect and avoid being reactionary …. all such powerful guidelines to be following.
Heart based focus through it all, that’s the evolutionary challenge for me.
Love wins over fear indeed.
Met a new friend today. Had a ‘get to know you’ phone call.
So good, helped my feelings of isolation during the lockdown.
I offer a few entry points for my material.
I write a lot!
So these links are more just for visual introductions.
Then see which Rabbit Holes speak to you to go further.
I’m guessing just clicking on each link and quick scans of each page
might take 15 -20 min or so.
My small town has a new thing
People “howl” like wolves out their windows at 8pm!
Shema FB Album “Transforming Through Pandemic”
was the first page I started once the lockdown began
At near beginning of this page
I list out the Pages I have since set up on sub topics
and also a list of pages still in making
That might give you a “feel” for what I’m exploring.
to 55 FB Community Pages I have created over the years and manage now.
A friend sends a message. An Astrologer is weighing in on the Covid spell the world is under now. Interesting to hear from astrology perspective the learning we are in. The debate about the virus is getting thick.
Life would be so much nicer if our government did not have such a long track record of lying to us. Makes it very hard to trust anything.
Starting to hear this lockdown could go through May. That would be very intense. While on one video yesterday, the guy being interviewed received a phone video right on the show, a friend in New York City filming, loud sirens going off in the street, and then a body jumping out of a high rise to their death. Reminded me just like 9-11, remembering the video of a person jumping out of the burning Twin Tower. Intense.
Prayers for everyone struggling during this lockdown.
To my friend … Hope you are getting out for walks. We can’t drive to nature spots now, where I live. We have to walk to trails from our home, or if caught get tickets. I’m fortunate to have trails I can walk to in 30 min. The hills are lush with green grasses and spring flowers coming out.
April 2 2020 – A Rapidly Unfolding Reality
Everyday immersion into online researching and hours of videos watching and note taking.
Sometimes I can’t even transfer notes here, it’s all unfolding so fast. Revelations, questions, shock. Here’s one example.
‘Covid 19’ and 5G – What’s The Connection? The David Icke Dot Connector Videocast
April 2 2020
Latest Update – a must watch!
Mind BLOWN – still studying this video – but want you to be aware of it – notes to come
Goes in depth with an important perspective of great urgency
Does Covid actually exist???
This video by David Icke addresses the information in the Tom Barnett censored video.
March 2020 – Lockdown, What Is Happening and Why?
Trump saying there are military actions going on to arrest those involved in human trafficking. It’s called the Alliance taking down the bad guy cabal. I swear we don’t need Hollywood anymore. Our lives have become a daily Sci Fi, horror movie.
Press briefing in the news just now. Would love if I knew how to fact check these stats.
“Over 16 million Americans have filed for unemployment, marking more job losses in the past three weeks than in the first two years of the Great Recession. Trump asked Congress for another $250 billion for the Paycheck Protection Program, but it’s stalled in the Senate, where Democrats are demanding it be paired with more money to help hospitals and local governments fight the pandemic. There are over 450,000 coronavirus cases in the United States, and at least 16,129 people have died.”
I just did a search for stats on previous flu season. Here’s what I found.
“Most flu seasons start off with lots of infections from influenza A viruses, which can be more severe and less responsive to vaccination than other subtypes, while generally less-severe influenza B viruses often strike later. But this year, the CDC says, two different phases of influenza A activity dominated the season, contributing to its unusual length. H1N1 circulated widely from October to mid-February, then H3N2 picked up from mid-February into the spring, according to the new report.
Even still, high early-season vaccination rates and a relatively effective annual vaccine appeared to help suppress illnesses. In total, the CDC estimates that up to 42.9 million people got sick during the 2018-2019 flu season, 647,000 people were hospitalized and 61,200 died. That’s fairly on par with a typical season, and well below the CDC’s 2017-2018 estimates of 48.8 million illnesses, 959,000 hospitalizations and 79,400 deaths.”